hey.

will soon be on blog-leave...

still don't know for how long.

why? see: http://hanna_ilove.blogs.friendster.com/totally_fab/

'til next time fellow blog dorks! *peace out*

left and right

my statistics and chem exams are over. *whew* been super tired from studying-slash-cramming. not that i'm not used to cramming...heck. grade school was probably the last time i did some advanced studying for exams. i have been cramming ever since. *lafs* i did okay on the exams. i guess...i still have to wait. the agony's not over. crap. *pardon*

i'm trying this new thing of not saying negative things. *lafs* not that i'm used to saying negative things. hey. i have always been positive...ows? *lafs* but really, i'm serious. things have been bad lately and then there are things which can get your blood on their boiling point and your nerves on their melting point...and somehow that can force your mouth to say the words which shouldn't come out. i don't want that to happen. and yes...it's part of my working on my faith. *smiles*

anyway...so wazzup with my life? nothing much. it's the same: it's getting better, harder and all the comparatives leading to superlatives...practically, it remains to be a life lived in a world full of deceptions...an examination on whether i'll be deserving to go to Heaven or hell. that may sound like a childlike "notion" to you...but it's t-r-u-e. yes...another thing i learned from studying my faith. *smiles* actually, i learned that one from Dr. Maulana Faisal. i have been spending most of my time right now juggling responsibilities. which i have once sworn to tore away from. but i guess multitasking is one hobby that would never never ever leave me. *goshes* but it does come in handy and very much useful. i get to meet new friends, jump into experiences which i would have never thought of jumping into, and learn a lot of things. seriously...there is much more to learn from conversations than the four-walled classroom where you either sit and listen or you sit and talk with your seatmate. i would really love to attend a class with socrates. *grins* i really am! *ahem* am i going too far? honestly, i really don't know what to say...i'm just blogging away right here...but i meant every word. *grins* but do comment if you have something to say about my uhm...weird remarks. make your comments weird too...it would be fun when everybody's daring to be strange. *winks*

b.t.w. my friend vic has his blog too...just heard about it lately. check it out: http://oninalvarez.blogspot.com